Things may not be perfect, but I have to admit, they could be a lot worse. Things I don't like may be happening, but you know what I can deal with it, because it's better than the alternative.
I deleted my twitter last night. I've got so much to figure out, and figure out how I'm going to deal with things. Going on twitter was just making me angry so I deleted it, maybe when things are better I'll reactivate it, I just need some time to think things over. I honestly don't know what to do.
I miss my mom, and it's all my fault i'm 3000 miles away, and i can't really just pick up a phone and call her, and have her make everything okay. it kills me every day, because I know my mom would make everything better right now, and I screwed it up. It just sucks, and i see on facebook how close her and my sister are, and I could have that, but i screwed up.
So, last night at midnight, I registered for classes for the spring. I plan on taking Bio 102 and The history and appreciation of Art. But when I went to sign up for the payment plan, it said the e-cashier window was closed for the term.. So I don't know what to do, I emailed the financial aid office, so hopefully they can help me. If I can't get it signed up for, all my classes will be dropped and I won't be able to take classes. It's just stressful, because if my parents had let me know that I would have to pay for school by myself, I would've started saving for school at the beginning of this semester, and I would have the 900 dollars needed for classes.
So, I got all my tests back today, and as far as they can tell, my heart is fine. So that's a big relief, he wants to run one more test, but he thinks it's chest wall pain caused by my asthma coming up so quickly, and the coughing. So I feel a whole hell a lot better about it. My inhaler seems to be helping, so we shall see.
I'm so excited for this weekend, it's my boyfriend's birthday and we are going for sushi saturday and apple picking sunday. I'm going to make some apple muffins I think.. or a pie.. I'm not sure yet
Ok, I'm going to like set an alarm or something because I want to actually keep people updated on my life.
I started school about a month ago. I love my Teaching class, I get placed into a school and get to teach, which I'm really excited about.
My biology teacher on the other hand, I can not deal with her at all. I can barely understand her and she goes on random tangents all the time. This is my second time taking this class, so I'm at somewhat of an advantage but still, it still really sucks.
Work is work.. annoying and too much, but oh well.
I went to Blink 182 Sunday, and that was amazing, I'm gonna try and do a review with pictures and stuff here soonish.
About a couple months ago I started having chest pains and a cough, so I went to the doctor a month ago and he diagnosed me with an upper respiratory infection and a pulled chest muscle. Well a week later my symptoms came back, and the chest pains got worse. I went back today and he actually seemed concerned. He gave me a prescription for an inhaler in case my coughing and shortness of breath was asthma related. He also ran an EKG and took blood to check for heart stuff, and I got a chest x-ray. I've got a history of heart disease in my family, so I'm a little worried. But hopefully everything comes back clean.
TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER.
That is all